"为什么你没有在做大学生的工呢？”最近有人这样问我。
是啊，我也会很挣扎: "我可以胜任比目前更好的工作，我应该受到更好的待遇才对!"
其实当初我接受这个 job offer 并不是一时冲动的，我有考虑，真的有耶！而且还常常为此事 pray, 我解释不出所以油然来，但我确定是神的带领! （'神的带领'一词不是用来敷衍人，以掩饰所有blur blur 的决定。So, trust me, I really mean 神的带领！）
Like my 1st job, even the period is short, I never regret for it! Really! I learn a lot there... I opened my mind; I was introduced to a working environment with foreign business partners (I talk to them personally too! =P); I get to know some of the registration laws in Malaysia; I learned to formulate sales strategy (specifically sales promotion). Also, I was given opportunities to handle assignment individually (which makes me grow a lot) and most importantly, my boss trusted me!! He trusted my abilites! He thinks I can handle well, and I did well on it too!
Yet, why I left such a good company? I felt so bad when I handed my resignation letter. I wept. ;(
Shortly after it, I felt like I'm Moses: I left my 'palace' to a 'wilderness'. I can hear God saying to me: "Do you want to increase your faith?" "Yes Lord!" I cried out in pain deep down in my heart! This is a very heartbreaking decision. Since that day on, I know I'm heading to wilderness. (there's really a lot of pressure I have to face @-@)
Here I am, a few months in 'wilderness' already, and I don't know when I will be sent back to 'palace' again.... but I'm sure that when that day comes, God has prepared me for it!
是啊，我也会很挣扎: "我可以胜任比目前更好的工作，我应该受到更好的待遇才对!"
其实当初我接受这个 job offer 并不是一时冲动的，我有考虑，真的有耶！而且还常常为此事 pray, 我解释不出所以油然来，但我确定是神的带领! （'神的带领'一词不是用来敷衍人，以掩饰所有blur blur 的决定。So, trust me, I really mean 神的带领！）
Like my 1st job, even the period is short, I never regret for it! Really! I learn a lot there... I opened my mind; I was introduced to a working environment with foreign business partners (I talk to them personally too! =P); I get to know some of the registration laws in Malaysia; I learned to formulate sales strategy (specifically sales promotion). Also, I was given opportunities to handle assignment individually (which makes me grow a lot) and most importantly, my boss trusted me!! He trusted my abilites! He thinks I can handle well, and I did well on it too!
Yet, why I left such a good company? I felt so bad when I handed my resignation letter. I wept. ;(
Shortly after it, I felt like I'm Moses: I left my 'palace' to a 'wilderness'. I can hear God saying to me: "Do you want to increase your faith?" "Yes Lord!" I cried out in pain deep down in my heart! This is a very heartbreaking decision. Since that day on, I know I'm heading to wilderness. (there's really a lot of pressure I have to face @-@)
Here I am, a few months in 'wilderness' already, and I don't know when I will be sent back to 'palace' again.... but I'm sure that when that day comes, God has prepared me for it!
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